where do broken hearts go?

wala lang. i was watching Startalk. they had an interview with Lorna Tolentino and that was the hanging question: where does Lorna go from here? hindi ko rin alam. all i know is that i will always pray for her and her children.

speaking of broken hearts, share ko lang yung thoughts ko kagabi before matulog: how could my already broken heart be broken again? i'm crushed and i'm tired. i've had more than enough. almost always, i receive "kisses of death" from the people i held close to my heart. and they kept me wondering, how could they say they admire me and that i inspire them and that i am a blessing to them, and yet they do things which they know would hurt me and cause me deep sorrow? how could you hurt someone special to you? i remember this song: how could an angel break my heart? i wish people would just be real at sana hindi na lang nila sinabi/sinasabi/sabihin saken na they see Jesus in me and that i inspire them kung sasaktan din naman pala nila ako. kiss of death e. and it's damn painful.

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Today's Gospel:

~Let your 'Yes' mean 'Yes,' and your 'No' mean 'No.' [Matthew 5:33-37]~

Are we willing to give our 'yes' to the Lord even if it entails a lot of sacrifices? Bishop Soc Villegas once said, "When you say YES to God, you have to say NO to sinfulness and worldliness." May we choose to live our lives for God and with God. Let us be His faithful army ready to do His will and win the battle for Him. "We say yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes Lord... Amen."

-i sent this message to my distribution lists. unfortunately, may topak na naman ang Globe at ang hirap na namang magsend so hindi ko nasend sa lahat. kaya dito ko na lang ipopost. ^_^-

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tamang bonding with my batch. medyo na-late ako sa usapan kaya nagsuplado na si sidh. hehe. sorry batch! ^_^ nag-remit kame ng tithes at bumili ng id holders at Glory sa CFC Center. tapos punta kameng Megamall, bumili ng movie ticket, kumain sa Tokyo Tokyo, at nanood ng Kung Fu Panda. wohoo! ang saya. tawa kame ng tawa. basahin niyo na lang yung movie review ko para malaman niyo kung gaano ka-ganda ang Kung Fu Panda. ^_^

pag-uwi, dumaan kame sa Mercury para bumili ng gamot ko at ng pagkain niya. tapos sakay na sa bus. nakakatuwa nga kasi naman yung nasakyan naming bus papunta, yun din yung nasakyan namin pabalik. tapos ang palabas, yung libing ni Daboy. so after ng tawanan, iyakan naman kame ni sidh. hay. i swear, tumutulo talaga luha namin sa bus. kasi naman e. pero ayun, eventually bumaba na rin kame. this has been a great day. i know marami pang surprises. i've been blessed. and i won't stop counting the good things in my life. (i have to para hindi ko maisip yung mga hindi magagandang bagay. kelangang magpaka-manhid sa sakit. bawal akong ma-stress, remember.)

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sabi na may surprise pa e.. while i was here at the net cafe, dumating si kuya toto just to give me a very pleasant surprise. thanks kuya! God will bless you more! ^_^

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end of post. God bless people! ^_^