now the Son of Man is glorified..

i can't think of a better title.. actually, i'm currently singing that song in my mind.. now the Son of Man is glorified, and God is glorified in Him.. wala lang.. dinadaan ko na lang sa pagkanta ang lahat ng hindi magandang nararamdaman ko.. [sigh..]

i went to the doctor again.. this time, O.B. naman.. i received some good news and some really bad news.. good news muna.. i just need to take some medicines to regulate my menstruation.. pero ok lang daw yun.. in time, i'll be okay.. however, i am advised to see a spine surgeon ASAP.. my condition isn't as good as i thought.. all this time, i have been taking high dosage medicines but my body hasn't responded positively yet.. clearly, it's not simply muscle pain, but nerve pain.. i don't want to discuss the details anymore.. but just to give you a clue on how i am going, i am not okay yet.. ngayon ko lang din na-realize na seryoso pala yung kondisyon ko.. i'll consult with a spine surgeon as soon as i can.. hay.. basta alam ko, matatapos din ang lahat ng ito.. i'll be fine.. soon..

sa lahat ng mga nakausap/nakatxt ko ngayon, maraming salamat.. sa mga patuloy na nagdarasal para sa kalusugan at kagalingan ko, maraming maraming salamat sa inyon lahat..

i know i have promised that i'll talk about the zte broadband deal and schizophrenia.. i'm afraid i have to break my promise.. wala na kasi akong time.. and wala na rin akong gana.. basta ganito, pahapyaw lang.. i've watched the gma news and public affairs special, 'koneksyon' and i am more convinced that something was indeed anomalous in the zte broadband project.. i just wish and pray that the truth will come out and that justice will be served.. my ultimate goal is for our country to be corrupt-free.. hay.. nakakalungkot.. tama, power can corrupt even the most pure of minds. people will do everything to obtain and remain in power.. kahit na marami na silang naaapakan..

regarding schizo naman, some facts lang.. about 1% of the world population are schizophrenic.. and 50% of them commit suicide.. the sad thing is, 10% of those who try to end their lives, succeed.. just some numbers.. i hope somehow it had an impact on you..

that's all for now.. God bless everyone! ^_^

God loves us despite all the trials.. *power hug*

~*when the oceans rise and thunders roll

i will soar with You above the storm

Father, You are King over the flood

i will be still, know You are God*~

* i wrote this on march 17 *