(aiza)relax ka lang.. [late posts]

i've been so busy during the previous week/s. pero syempre in between my "busy modes" nakukuha ko pang magsulat. hindi ko nga lang napopost. hehe. at dahil ngayon lang ako nakapagnet uli, sasamantalahin ko na ang pagkakataon. haha.

eto yung mga nasulat ko last week. marami pang nangyari at marami pa akong realizations. pero next time na lang siguro yung sharing kasi limited lang ang time ko dito, i need to go home early para naman ma-experience ko ang salitang "mahimbing na tulog". hehe. opo, medyo limot ko na naman ang salitang yun e. idlip siguro, oo. hay.

pero basta happy naman ako. ^_^

08.06.08

relax ka lang, relax ka lang, relax ka lang
paminsan-minsan ay kelangan yan
relax ka lang, relax ka lang, relax ka lang
easy lang, pumetix ka na naman

[astig ang kamikazee!] perfect song to soothe my weary soul.
hayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. [veeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy loooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggg siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh].

you may ask, "are you ok?"
well, obviously, i'm not.
honestly, i've been bountifully blessed today. thing is, i was also fooled, deceived, stupefied.

haha. of course i'm over-reacting. i hate to say (and am not used to saying) bad words so i might as well keep quiet. kung ganon, para saan pa ang post na ito? hehe. tamang kulit lang. nakakabaliw. i told him that i'm going to fix my life and i would begin by throwing away all the trashes. technically, i'm going to "empty my recycle bin". wala ako sa mood magkwento at malamang sa malamang hindi na dumating yung moment na yun. nagsusulat lang ako kasi gusto ko. hehe. like i've said countless times before, blogging is my stress-reliever. at dahil sandamakmak na stress ang inabot ko ngayon, kelangan talagang magbawas or better, mag-eliminate. ^_^ hindi ko na alam kung makakaya ko pa, di bale na lang kaya. haha. ok na ako! ang bilis no?! hehe. kulang lang pala sa kanta. hayayay. ganito lang talaga ako. konting iyak, konting daldal/sulat, tapos back to being the cheerful/bubbly me again. pasensya na kung walang kwenta ang post na ito. wala kasi talaga akong kwenta. hehe. [naalala ko tuloy yung song ng PnE(Parokya ni Edgar), yung Halaga - siguro ay hindi niya lang alam ang 'yong tunay na halaga. wala lang. sabi ni mama, bagay daw saken yun. hehe. at isa pang hehe. =p]

whew! sabi ko nga ok na ako. hehe. at dahil dyan, matutulog na ako. haha. bukas ko na lang siguro ipopost 'to. o di kaya sa isang bukas, o wag na lang kaya? hmm. hehe. hindi ako masyadong madaldal no? marami pa akong kelangang gawin. pero sa ngayon, matutulog muna talaga ako. wag na kayong magtanong kung bakit. alam niyo naman yung sagot e. syempre gabi na. haha. at gusto ko na talagang magpahinga. kapagod - physically, mentally, emotionally. (ayun e, emotionally ba kamo? haha. oo, tama. emotionally sick na naman ang lola niyo. e kasi naman. pero keri lang. ako pa! si unaiza ata ako. yuna/unai/aiza: nag-iisa lang ako at walang katulad. =p at higit sa lahat, kailanman, hindi ako susuko! belat.)

magandang gabi, magandang umaga, magandang tanghali, kung saang lupalop man kayo ng mundo naroroon.^_^

peace be with you! God rules! i love Him. He loves me most.

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08.04.08

Sunday Lessons

First Reading: Isaiah 55:1-3
Responsorial Psalm: Psalm 145 (The hand of the Lord feeds us; He answers all our needs.)
Second Reading: Romans 8:35, 37-39
Gospel: Matthew 14:13-21

I would like to share some of Father Gil's lines during his Homily.

*Jesus is the Bread of Life. We ought to be the "Bread of Life" for others.
*Paano ka magkakaroon kung hindi ka marunong magbahagi?
*Only generosity produces generosity. Only love produces love. If you want people to change, LOVE them.
*Christian love is giving till it hurts. (and loving till it hurts?)
*Selfishness is the work of the devil. Selfishness is death, because it never grows.
*There is no rich that cannot share. There is no rich that cannot receive.

Lastly, the quote from Mel & Joey: In order to heal, you have to let go.

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Talk 5: The Christian Ideal: Loving God
Speaker: Ate Jing Mandac
03 August 2008

"Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your mind, with all your strength." -Mark 12:30-

Love God with all your heart: based on decision; commitment
*prayers are always answered (with "yes", with "no", with "wait")
*an effective prayer lies in the position of our hearts

Love God with all your mind: free your mind of evil thoughts; keep your mind clean and holy

Love God with all your strength: offer your time, talent, and treasure
*don't set limits on what you can give
*give with a cheerful heart

Three things we must remember about God:
1. God is love.
2. God is big. (His ways are not our ways. His will is big enough to accommodate you.)
3. God is truth. (Let the Scripture be your final answer.)

*include God in your daily normal life.

Let God be God. He knows best.
Let God be the center of your life.
Let God be your love.

*i'm so blessed i can't contain it..*