i cried.. so what? :D

i am happy to tell you that after a long time, i cried again. haha. oh yes, i cried last night, i mean on tuesday night (march 31). and you know what? it feels really really good. :D haha. nababaliw na ba ako? bakit ba ako natutuwa? hindi naman tears of joy yun? wala lang. matagal na rin kasi akong hindi umiiyak. nakakamiss lang. haha. besides, heart-to-heart talk kasi talaga yun with God. so malamang, di ko talaga mapipigilan yung luha. ayun. wala naman akong balak ikwento pa kung anong dahilan ng pag-iyak ko. pero ang mahalaga, napatunayan kong tao pa pala ako - may puso't damdamin. marunong masaktan. haha. drama. joke lang. :D pero seryoso, at least nalaman ko sa sarili ko na hindi naman pala ako manhid. :p at masaya talaga ako. in fact, after ko ngang umiyak, mega picture na uli ako e. haha. at in fairness, hindi naman halatang umiyak pala ako. :))

ang blog post na ito ay isang pag-alala. shocks, maalaala mo kaya? haha. i told a joke! :D (naalala ko lang si achmed, the dead terrorist. :D silence, i kill you! haha. cute talaga nun. :D)

seriously, gusto ko lang alalahanin yung 1st three months ng taon ko. ^_^

i would say it's a roller-coaster ride. daming ups and downs, curves and bends.. pero i definitely enjoyed the ride! oh yes!

at sobrang thankful ako sa lahat ng taong naging bahagi ng first three months ng 2009 ko. ^_^

why would i wait for dec 31 bago pa mag-thank you sa mga taong naging part ng buhay ko when i can do it now?! diba? :D

kaya eto na ang mga gusto kong pasalamatan (so far.. :D)

1. ang mahal kong pamilya - kelangan pa bang imemorize yan? hehe. sobrang mahal ko sila. kahit pa lagi akong wala sa bahay at hindi na masyadong nakakatulong. huhu. sorry na. ganun talaga pag artista ang isang miyembro ng pamilya, maraming commitments. hehe. nagkaroon nga ng time na lagi nila akong kasama, may sakit naman ako nun. tsk. pero salamat salamat sa walang sawang suporta at pag-unawa. :)

2. friends - naman! sino-sino nga ba kayo? haha. alam niyo na kung sino kayo. hindi ko na kayo iisa-isahin pa. :D alam ko maraming maraming marami akong pagkukulang sa inyo. kasi as usual, busy ako. hehe. pero alam niyo namang kahit hindi niyo ako maasahan sa good times, during bad times, definitely kakampi at karamay niyo ako. i love you guys! makakabawi rin ako sa inyo. :)

3. SFC/GK (SAGIP) - lalo na yung chapter namin. at lalo na yung music min. at syempre, makakalimutan ko ba yung SFC Choral Manila? :) words are not enough. basta alam niyong buhay ko ang SFC lalo na ang pagkanta at pag-aalaga ng mga makukulit pero masasayang kasamang mga bata. :)

4. long-lost friends - oh yeah! i'm super happy na na-contact, nakita, nakasama, naka-message sa friendster o sa multiply, naka-text, o kung ano pa man. hehe. basta salamat. i hope to stay in contact with you. :) (at dahil konti lang kayo, special mention na kayo. hehe: dan, fred, nap, kareen, rianna, analyn, AT RIZ STEPHANIE! - girl, i so miss you! lalo na pag nagkakasabay tayo sa jeep dati. kwentuhan to the max. haha. i hope to see you soon!)

5. ACL family - ang mga karamay ko sa thesis. oh yes, pamilya ko na rin sila. :) salamat sa walang sawang pagtuturo at pag-alalay lalo na kay sir henry at ate jas. patience is their virtue. :)

may nakalimutan pa ba ako? hmmm. yung iba, secret na e. patago lang kasi. haha. hay nako. kasi naman, bakit ba may mga over-selosong boyfriends? haha. peace sis. :D hindi ko tuloy mabanggit yung name mo, fine, si Tin na nga lang! haha. Tin, thank you ng marami dahil sa wakas natuloy din ang ating date. next time, date uli tayo. at sana sis, makatakas ka uli para makasama ka uli namin! :D

nakakatuwa lang. ang dami na rin palang nangyari sa nakalipas na 3 buwan. at ang dami ko na ring napuntahan. yahoo! :D

i'm looking forward to more exciting adventures sa mga susunod pang mga araw. 3 months pa lang ang nagdaan, may 9 pa. at alam ko, marami pang mangyayari. :)

to end this post, i would like to share the results of the quizzes i took in facebook. haha. na-enjoy ko naman ang quizzes dun. ang galing tsumamba e. hehe.

game, eto na. :D hindi na ako maglalagay ng reactions pero for those who know me well, alam kong alam niyo na kung anong reaction ko. hehe. :D

What does your birthday say about you?
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

What Musical Are You? Phantom of the Opera
You love a classic, timeless, llifestyle. You appreciate the arts and the rarity of true love. When it comes along you embrace it full force and never look back, though on occasion you find yourself torn between two great loves. You are somewhat timid, but more talented than you know. You sometimes dwell on the past but all you ask is to be loved.. ->>love me, that's all i ask of you.. haha.. kumanta pa talaga. :D

What were you born to do? Doctor/Nurse
You are kind and patient. Born to help people.

What's your name meaning?
your name's got a deep meaning and reveals an hypnotic personality! -->> ano daw? hypnotic personality? ano yun?! haha. :D nakaka-hypnotize ako? parang hindi naman. hehe.

Which Grease Character are you? Olivia Newton John (Sandy)
you are a quiet, shy girl who concentrates more on her studies than social life. you make friends easily but have a nervous disposition. you follow your parents' rules and always stick to curfews, you won't drink unless at a family party and smoking is out of the question. you wear sensible clothing and you are well spoken. you are attractive and have the most beautiful hair! all your friends like you and support you with anything, and you return the favor. you also have a dark side waiting to be released, all you have to do is pick one and say...YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I WANT..to be..

Who were you in a past life? Queen Elizabeth I.
In your past life you were Queen Elizabeth I. In this life you continue to have strong relationships with friends, have a conservative disposition, use your sexuality to gain power, and are careful to not take sides.. -->>yeba! i was, still am, and will always be a royalty. :D


What Element are you? Water
You are cool and quiet, but this does not mean that you don't you loud moments. You are a spiritual person and you are sensitive to the feelings of the people around you. You are rather well rounded and are some where in between introvert and extrovert. You occasionally have your dark moments in which you become reclusive and think things over.

What is your theme song? Somewhere over the rainbow
You are sweet, innocent, daydream frequently, and like to wear sparkly shoes. When asked where you prefer to be on Friday nights, your response? There's no place like home... well, at least not on THIS side of the rainbow.




Which Fairy Are you? Air Fairy
The Air Fairy is teeming with creative energy. She loves all art, music, stories, imaginion, anything that helps her escape her own boring reality. She pours all her emotion into what she does, which makes her an extraordinary artist. Her natural exhuberance gains her many friends, but she likes being by herself doing what she does best, dreaming! She's friendly, but sometimes seems distant and often loses herself (or others) in her thoughts. She might seem eccentric, but it's just her being herself, which is what everyone should do! -->> oh yeah! i so agree. :D





ang dami no? hehe. o siya, tulog na ako. umaga na pala. :D marami pang gagawin bukas, i mean mamaya. :D

magandang araw mga kaibigan! ^_^