..standing still..

i'm still alive! ^_^ sa kabila ng napakarami kong pinagdaananan, nandito pa rin ako.. at maraming salamat sa mga taong nanatiling kasama at kakampi ko.. lalo na sa mga hindi napagod mahalin at intindihin ako.. sorry pero i'm expecting all of you to be with me for the next 22 years of my life.. hehe.. wala kayong kawala! haha. i love you so much my dearly beloved BEST, TRUEST, COOLEST family and friends.. hindi ko na iisa-isahin pa kung sino kayo.. alam ko naman na kung sino yung TOTOO at kung sino yung nagpapanggap lang.. :p

medyo matagal akong nawala.. i went to isabela for mom and dad's wedding.. the place was nice, but then again, THERE'S NO BETTER PLACE THAN HOME.. ^_^

i went back immediately after the wedding.. i arrived on Sunday morning.. went to Feast with Papa, was blessed by God's message through Arun, AND was surprised by the "party" prepared by my loveliest girlfriends, mae and alpha.. kaya pala bigla na lang sumama si mae dito at hindi nagrereply si alpha.. may mga balak pala sila.. at ang dami pang kasabwat.. tsk.. hehe.. pero grabe, super mega over na-touch at na-shock ako.. LALO NA SA FLOWERS! grabe, for the first time in my entire life, nakatanggap ako ng BOUQUET!

SUPER THANK YOU GIRLS! (i know na-touch din si marshee.. we were both teary-eyed, actually naiyak na talaga ako sa sobrang pagka-overwhelm.. i'm still in awe.. indescribable yung feeling..)

by the way, did i mention na ako ang nakasalo ng bouquet sa simbahan (sa wedding nina Mommy Yet at Daddy Mike)?? haha.. but it was just for the sake of the pictorial, so no worries.. besides, wala pa naman akong groom.. hehe..

during the days that i wasn't able to go online (because of some things), i had so many thoughts in mind..

but now that i already have the access, biglang wala na akong maisip.. i still can't get over the blessings and surprises i received during the previous week..

basta I AM HAPPY! yun na! hehe. thanks thanks people! i super love all of you! *BIG HUG*

*****

some text messages..

*Every person passing through this life will unknowingly leave something and take something away. Most of this "something" cannot be heard or seen or numbered. It does not show up in a census but nothing counts without it. -Robert Fulghum, All I Really Need To Know I Learned In Kindergarten

*Don't let your life be spoiled by the words of an envious few if the rest of the world is busy telling you how great you truly are.

*A word of encouragement during a failure is worth more than an hour of praise after success.

*BOB ONG vs. JUAN TAMAD: ang pagmamahal. . .

"parang elevator lang yan e, bakit mo isisiksik ang sarili mo kung wala ng pwesto para sa'yo? e meron namang hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin." -bob ong

"mapuno man ang elevator, sigurado namang babalik ito, at darating ang panahon na makakasakay din ako" -juan tamad

*Sabi nila, "kung sino may kailangan, siya ang dapat lumapit." Pano yung nalulunod? Siya rin ba ang lalapit? Laugh but look beyond the joke. It's not always the people with worries who should come to us for help. Sometimes we need to be sensitive enough to know when to make the first move. Isn't it?

*It is better to wait for years for someone you are sure of, than to grab that chance with someone who picks you up but drops you whenever he/she wants to.

*The person meant for you is the person who will love you even when there's no more reason to love you. For in your nothingness, the one meant for you will find what's lovable in you.