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a nice message from a very good friend.. >>thanks chai!<<

..when you're hurt, its ok to flirt, to date, to hate, to mingle with other people, to drink, to cry, to laugh, out loud, to scream, and to dance wild.. you know why? because when you're hurt, you don't owe anybody any explanation on how you choose to repair what that person broke. Live your life as you wish.. until you're whole again.

i decided to pass on the message and one of my friends replied: "parang hindi ikaw 'to unai"

binasa ko uli yung message and i realized, hmm.. he's right, hindi nga ako 'to.. so i texted him back.. "bakit ano ba dapat? when you're hurt, just cry and cry and cry? matagal na akong ganun.. at hanggang ngayon, ganun pa rin.. front lang yung text message na yun.. kunwari strong ako"

hay.. oo nga, i'm just pretending to be strong pero ang totoo, isa pa rin akong iyaking bata.. pero ok na rin yun.. at least sarili ko lang pinahihirapan ako.. ulo ko lang ang sasakit, mata ko lang ang mamamaga.. wala na akong iba pang nasasaktan.. and i guess that made me better (still) than anybody else.. =)

ayan na naman ako, dadaldal na naman.. tama na nga.. tulog na muna ang prinsesa..

bukas, panibagong araw na naman.. oops.. bagong araw na nga pala ngayon.. past 12 na..

gandang umaga sa lahat! =)