on being alone..

this post is about nothingness.. i have so many things in mind.. so many that i can't decide which one to think of first.. my life is such a mess right now.. and i can't seem to fix things up.. or rather, i don't have the means to fix them right now.. i'm hanging by a moment.. i'm holding on to something which doesn't even seem to exist.. what am i going to do now? let go? hold on? stay put? move on?

see? i don't have anything but questions..

and i don't feel anything but alone..